the strangest emotion of all.........................

The most talked about emotion in d world is love and d least talked abt is anger....Anger,hatered,and jealousy are some of d darkest emotions which human beings do not talk about but can bring their world upside down when dey feel dese emotions.Anger is d worst of all...d most difficult emotion to deal with....you have no control over ur head nd tongue....worse than alcohol nd drugs....u ask y?because you are not only hurting urself......u end up hurting d feelings of d pple u love nd those who r a part of ur exsistence.
I have never been so impulsive tht i hit someone in anger but yes i hav been rude many times.....i have said sorries also a lot of times.....my friends have forgiven me 2.....but then you sit back nd think how dangerous it is tht u loose control of ur mouth nd head even if it is for a short time.
If anyone who thinks anger is a manner to channelise ur emotions ,i advice u to lock urself up and shout ...trust me u will end up hurting few pple in dis manner ,rather than throwing stuff around you or abusing people.
Many a times my friends tell me tht they were hurt by my rude tone nd they forgive me 2.....but many don't say....u can't blame dem,dey prefer to keep their mouths shut or ego comes in between,"how dare she speak to me like tht".....no one talks nd u loose many good friends......
i know i have hurt many by my tone because they simply caught me in d wrong time nd wrong place.....i have no excuses.....but i wish to apologise 2 each one of dem nd say thanks to all of those who hav been dere with me bearing me as i m......thankyou all

love is in d air.....

do u ever sit nd picture who will u end up in life with.....its funny rite d moment we open our eyes at birth we meet our parents ,d extended family,d friends but we never know when we will meet our soul mates........most of d aeries women including myself believe tht our soul mates will cum riding on the horse wearing a shining armour and we both shall elope together and stay happily ever after....a perfect fairy tale....but thts when reality strikes in....no 1 will come riding on the horse and searching for me,wht i think nd know is goining to happen is tht he will end up getting me on bharat matrimonials.com!!!!!!!
how will 1 know at my age tht this is d person i want to end up spending d rest of my life wid,when i cannot even decide what i want to do in life!!however all d couples who surround me know exactly dis is d person dey want to end up wid....dey spend so much time wid each other ,many of dem forget abt deir friends nd den i say if dats d person u r 24*7 spending ur time with ,den except thinking of being with ur lover wht else can b on ur mind!!
dere has been great love stories,romeo and juliet,laila nd majnu,abhi-ash....i want mine 2 b as memorial as theirs....all i have 2 do is wait for my d perfect man to come along...my friend said once ,imagine being in a crowed room full of people u know,nd den close ur eyes...when u open ur eyes nd u c him nd only him....den he is d man....ur perfect man....i listen to this nd close my eyes....wht i c.......sum1 standing wid his back on my side.......

me,myself

i am quite new to bloggin....so pls forgive d frankness and d spelling mistakes....well i am not d one who will b filling d spot with all d crimes,political disputes or d unhappiness prevailing in the world....no ,no,none of tht at all. i am going to talk abt all d crimes,political disputes and unhappiness prevaling in my life.ha .....my life is nothing less than an ekta kapoor daily soap....infact i even know d gods r watching....nd since they hold d final screenplay ,they love adding twists nd turns to keep d trp ratings going....i fall,i win.....nothing matters d ratings should go up....
so how tragic is dis life,well let me give you a gist of d plot.first of all my friends think tht i prevail from mars....dey never seem to understand wht i speak,wht i do or wht i want frm myself nd dem.....second my mother seems 2 have forgotten tht her first exsists nd i think she is quite enjoying this hide nd seek game.d last nd formost is my luck......bad luck...loads of it...........
my mobile gets spoiled,my sim goes out of service,my specks breaks again(i sat on it)....my mother yells for being fat....my friends yell for being a klutz(all in one day )
surely i been having bad experiences but d good ones do follow after a series of few bad ones,good friends nd my wonderful family is wht keeps me going.....
i know things will change...become better hopefully......i will win.....i know it....u know y?because d trp has to move up.....