HAPPY BEGININGS

Year 2009 is coming to an end.....a year i will never forget.....a year of lots of my firsts....a year worth remembering, forever....

They say I have grown up,they say a year has gone by u have become more mature...........

Mature my foot....i have turned impatient, moody nd d worst word in english dictionary frustrated....

So heres wishing 2010 bring more tears in d models eyes,peace to the world,salman's films become hit,IIM have deir results out in time,I get a hike in salary and a drop in my weight.........

Cheers everybody Wishing everyone of my friends a merry Christmas and a Happy New Year...With a saying ....Hope ALL IS WELL................XoxO Ani

a year ago......

As i turn to facebook and orkut,i c pictures of my friends,foes and those who never bothered me.....

We have changed so much in just a year,I mean as much by looks and naturally i hope we have bcum all mature nd understanding...ahem ahem...lets not comment on that.....

The old pictures seem to be fading,but yet they look so beautiful,my simple life,wid my friends my HOD nd my family now has turned into a complicated life .Those 4 years i knew exactly how d rest of my 60 years will go,wht dreams i had to cash into goals....but today i m clueless.....I am scared to say tht i do not know what i want,am i lost in dis jungle or is it same wid everyone?

I turn to my albums nd i want to say i m proud of those 4 years,yes it was a cushioned life but it did teach me to fight for my self......Thankyou to all my friends,foes nd those who never bothered me for taking care of me,for shaping me,for many many things which were felt nd cannot b putten into words....

BIT calling

I am standing in front of the window,watching millions of people pass by,traffic crawing on the roads and hawkers busy in bargaining with their customers,A gush of air passes over my face and i m suddenly transported to another world, full of reminiscence,a mixed bag of joy and regrets.
It is going to be an exact of 10 months when I had left the gates of BIT to venture from the known to the unknown.I am going back to BIT for my convocation carrying with me a lot of new dreams to the place where I had started dreaming.With new memories to the place where I had lived few of the best memories and a few regrets to none at all here. but loosing some kilos and the braces.
Truth be told I was a little apprehensive when i thought of returning back here,the pages of my
life has turned a bit grey,i have changed,friends and foe who will come there might have changed,will I b able to accept the change,sacrifice the sweet nd bitter memories to create new chapters with the same people.Will i be enthralled or dissaponited ?Will my friends be happy to c me?Do i want to go back to the place which I had bid once farewell?As so many questions begin to search for answers,I recieve a call from a friend.
He says that he has got my tickets booked,nd we all are going.I start laughing at his excitement,as he has consulted none and had got 6 tickets booked.He appears confused and he answers all my questions with a simple statement,"Arent we all supposed to be there together",I smile and say" yes" and whisper Thankyou.

Emancipate

I have transformed from a girl to a teenager and now i m a woman groomed to be a lady.I am proud of the sex i belong to.I am proud to be a girl.There is nothing to be ashamed of and there is nothing to be scared of...This is the mantra i have to tell everyday to myself before i step out of the house and count my blessings when i reach home.

In the last 48 hours from now 2 girls have been alledgly picked from the roads ,gangraped and dumped in noida.Police have caught these bottom soul lacking guys who are so proud that they have more strength than women.I am in short of adjectives when i want to describe such men.

Because of the presence of such low scumbags on the roads,movement of us have become difficult.

Everyday a new ravan is out on the road in search of Sita.And you know whats d most horrifying part,is to live with the fear that oneday the girl they mention in the newspaper,that one day the Sita that everyone is talking about is YOU.

My mother spends sleepless nights worrying about me and my safety.She consoles herself that i have send my daughter so far away so that she can grow up,be independent ,do something for herself and for others.I hate to make her relive the fear that something might happen to me day after day.

How do I say to my mom ,that i m  also scared but i need to go out nd i will try to be brave.How do i explain and tell her that i have full faith in the God she prays to.How do i tell her that i cannot just sit in home as the sun goes down and let those dirtbags win.

Every girl,every women has the right to walk on the roads and live as a man.Men often complain of the special consideration women get.How do you underestimate the strength in you..?And when 10 people push their penis up and down a girl,how is to save herself while 10 people are mere spectators to the event.

Its time to emancipate ourselves from the bondages of this society.Its time to be more alert,and increase our knowledge about our surroundings.The first thing which needs to be done is to increase awareness in u and the people around you.funniest thing  is that 2 rape cases in 48 hours in noida,police spend all their brains in catching the possible suspects,but no 1 thought of lioghting up the street lights,so atleast the scumbags don't come out in the light.

Be aware of the basic self defence techniques.Trust me it makes you confident.Have a dairy containing all your important phone numbers and speed dial in your mobile should be on.these are just some basic tips so as to be confident on the road

Being a part of the female community or as they call the weaker sex is nothing to be ashamed of.Being strong in physique is nothing to be proud of or to be glorified about.Be strong intellectually,be aware of your surroundings,be confident of the road on which you walk.And trust me someone is praying for you.Be confident of those prayers.Till then Be positive,be safe,be aware....

From loving to bashing

I loved Ghajni .....Not because of the superb acting of aamir....AAmir is a good actor ,even if the story had him running along the trees the movie would have been a hit.I loved the way he did dishum dishum and kicked all the chellas of the main villain...Superb.I was so excited that i clapped and whistled for all his punches and kicks like most of my rickshawallah bhaiyas do ,I was in this jam packed multiplex whistling away to glory..............................

The fact that a hero can kill away 20 million chellas nd then he gets shot but he does not die...Y,how can the question be asked.....he has to kill the villain who had slandered his family.

Funniest part is that the villain has to rattle his glory in front of the dying person.Hearing this our hero gets courage from goddess DURGA or Allah ....angd guess what the hero will get up all covered in blood ,cover his wound and bash away our villain who will be so shocked that he has done an incomplete job...Now who is laughing...has he not learnt thatt you should not count ur eggs before they are hatched!!!have they not watched the millions of bollywood movies nd tele-serials!!!

Anyways finnaly our hero emerges victorious,he might have inflicted the same wounds on our villains but u know y he is living nd not our villain......Because he has drank maa ka doodh...Too much shakti...................So remember children drink ur milk everyday....

Anyways be it Rajnikanth flying in the air nd bashing away or breaking necks...or Aamir showing his muscles and taking the bat nd hitting off the villains infact helping our police by taking law in their hands....I love it all.....they are the Indian Superman,Spiderman........Hats off to them for making life so masaladar....muaaah

An Enigmatic Journey

Do you ever question the facts that surround us?Do u ever question the existence of GOD or even the presence of yourself on earth?The purpose,the need,the truth or the destiny that surrounds us?Not meaning to sound philosophical,these questions arises in my head only because i got tons of time 2 kill mosquitoes in the office(my employer believes that we should not b sitting idle,so i like to keep myself busy).So as i was asking....do we know as to y we are here,what special missions have we to fulfill or special messages do we bring from almighty!!!!!!!!!!
You know one of my biggest wish which often leads to be acclaimed as a quality of vanity is my need or urge to be in attention all the time....so it scares me to think that my death will be as uneventful as the life i m leading now!!!!
22 years have passed by nd how will my friends nd foe remember me by????My physical attributes?(well they will always remember the extra pounds i had to carry against my will)or will it be my emotional characteristics(anger,temper,high pitched,my horrendous laugh....)??But what did i do all these years....i just followed the pattern which my parents showed me nd which the rest of the humankind (minus d BIRLAS d AMBANIS,dTATAS,d MITTAL) are following.....So how m i special!!!!!!!Writing all dis i fail to figure whether i m lazy or m i too blind to c d path carved out for me??????????
D wish to stand out from the rest nd b d best is again banal thinking but thinking leads to aspirations,aspirations lead to goals and these goals lead to results.....
So as i try to figure out where my destiny is going to take me nd how i can make my life more meaningful with a constant nagging as to why my employer does not use an allout i ask u all to pitch your valuable suggestions in anisha's life a more meaningful life.com.

Sex and the City

 5 Months have passed since i left my carved niche in ranchi .I have now entered a jungle.Eachjungle has a name and trust me my new home also has one .People here call it Noida..It is 10 times bigger than my old home,the animals are larger and more than that they are more in thirst and hunger.

     5 months have passed and since then I have become more mature,more independenent and more grown up...How do i  define growing up? Is it that i have 2 pay the electricity bills by myselves,decide which bank i should keep my money in or is it because i decide which vegetables are going to be cooked at home 2day.?????? Questions run in my mind which trigger a million more of them...How has this city help me grow?How do i define what is good for me and what is bad? How do i choose when this city makes every good and bad offers too much lucrative 2 resist.

Temptations,vanity...i know are sins but This jungle has no place for people who weigh Everything is enthralling,exciting ...nd its up 2 u what u want....

     They ask (my friends) Since the last 5  months do you have any regrets? I say none...But i have done a lot of things what my mother won't be proud of when she hears about it....But if i would have 2 answer it i n a true diplomatic style...I would say..no regrets mate....Loads of lesson 2 be learnt from which has made a truly enriching human being and thats more important....Ha

Truly speaking  this jungle has no space for d weak.....either temptations curb you or you abide by your beliefs..........Nd trust me none is wrong.....

    My friends discuss in the last 5 months who has lost her virginity/sleeping out with/going out?

Sex has always being a  hush topic....but in this jungle everyone talks about it openly.....THey say its an activity like eating,bathing or sleeping ...y hide it if i want to share some quality time with some one........I say truly sex is an activity but i want to be in love ,experience the warmth,the closeness,the need ...........

Lat 5 months I have seen most of the people induldge in sex and drinking .because they are bored,nothing to do...Do anything...live king size ...just make sure u have no regrets,nd d morning u get up u don't want to hang yourself.....

Till then cheers