An Enigmatic Journey

Do you ever question the facts that surround us?Do u ever question the existence of GOD or even the presence of yourself on earth?The purpose,the need,the truth or the destiny that surrounds us?Not meaning to sound philosophical,these questions arises in my head only because i got tons of time 2 kill mosquitoes in the office(my employer believes that we should not b sitting idle,so i like to keep myself busy).So as i was asking....do we know as to y we are here,what special missions have we to fulfill or special messages do we bring from almighty!!!!!!!!!!
You know one of my biggest wish which often leads to be acclaimed as a quality of vanity is my need or urge to be in attention all the time....so it scares me to think that my death will be as uneventful as the life i m leading now!!!!
22 years have passed by nd how will my friends nd foe remember me by????My physical attributes?(well they will always remember the extra pounds i had to carry against my will)or will it be my emotional characteristics(anger,temper,high pitched,my horrendous laugh....)??But what did i do all these years....i just followed the pattern which my parents showed me nd which the rest of the humankind (minus d BIRLAS d AMBANIS,dTATAS,d MITTAL) are following.....So how m i special!!!!!!!Writing all dis i fail to figure whether i m lazy or m i too blind to c d path carved out for me??????????
D wish to stand out from the rest nd b d best is again banal thinking but thinking leads to aspirations,aspirations lead to goals and these goals lead to results.....
So as i try to figure out where my destiny is going to take me nd how i can make my life more meaningful with a constant nagging as to why my employer does not use an allout i ask u all to pitch your valuable suggestions in anisha's life a more meaningful life.com.