Sunday, December 28, 2008

From loving to bashing

I loved Ghajni .....Not because of the superb acting of aamir....AAmir is a good actor ,even if the story had him running along the trees the movie would have been a hit.I loved the way he did dishum dishum and kicked all the chellas of the main villain...Superb.I was so excited that i clapped and whistled for all his punches and kicks like most of my rickshawallah bhaiyas do ,I was in this jam packed multiplex whistling away to glory..............................
The fact that a hero can kill away 20 million chellas nd then he gets shot but he does not die...Y,how can the question be asked.....he has to kill the villain who had slandered his family.
Funniest part is that the villain has to rattle his glory in front of the dying person.Hearing this our hero gets courage from goddess DURGA or Allah ....angd guess what the hero will get up all covered in blood ,cover his wound and bash away our villain who will be so shocked that he has done an incomplete job...Now who is laughing...has he not learnt thatt you should not count ur eggs before they are hatched!!!have they not watched the millions of bollywood movies nd tele-serials!!!
Anyways finnaly our hero emerges victorious,he might have inflicted the same wounds on our villains but u know y he is living nd not our villain......Because he has drank maa ka doodh...Too much shakti...................So remember children drink ur milk everyday....
Anyways be it Rajnikanth flying in the air nd bashing away or breaking necks...or Aamir showing his muscles and taking the bat nd hitting off the villains infact helping our police by taking law in their hands....I love it all.....they are the Indian Superman,Spiderman........Hats off to them for making life so masaladar....muaaah

Tuesday, December 16, 2008

An Enigmatic Journey

Do you ever question the facts that surround us?Do u ever question the existence of GOD or even the presence of yourself on earth?The purpose,the need,the truth or the destiny that surrounds us?Not meaning to sound philosophical,these questions arises in my head only because i got tons of time 2 kill mosquitoes in the office(my employer believes that we should not b sitting idle,so i like to keep myself busy).So as i was asking....do we know as to y we are here,what special missions have we to fulfill or special messages do we bring from almighty!!!!!!!!!!
You know one of my biggest wish which often leads to be acclaimed as a quality of vanity is my need or urge to be in attention all the time....so it scares me to think that my death will be as uneventful as the life i m leading now!!!!
22 years have passed by nd how will my friends nd foe remember me by????My physical attributes?(well they will always remember the extra pounds i had to carry against my will)or will it be my emotional characteristics(anger,temper,high pitched,my horrendous laugh....)??But what did i do all these years....i just followed the pattern which my parents showed me nd which the rest of the humankind (minus d BIRLAS d AMBANIS,dTATAS,d MITTAL) are following.....So how m i special!!!!!!!Writing all dis i fail to figure whether i m lazy or m i too blind to c d path carved out for me??????????
D wish to stand out from the rest nd b d best is again banal thinking but thinking leads to aspirations,aspirations lead to goals and these goals lead to results.....
So as i try to figure out where my destiny is going to take me nd how i can make my life more meaningful with a constant nagging as to why my employer does not use an allout i ask u all to pitch your valuable suggestions in anisha's life a more meaningful life.com.

Monday, December 8, 2008

Sex and the City

 5 Months have passed since i left my carved niche in ranchi .I have now entered a jungle.Eachjungle has a name and trust me my new home also has one .People here call it Noida..It is 10 times bigger than my old home,the animals are larger and more than that they are more in thirst and hunger.
     5 months have passed and since then I have become more mature,more independenent and more grown up...How do i  define growing up? Is it that i have 2 pay the electricity bills by myselves,decide which bank i should keep my money in or is it because i decide which vegetables are going to be cooked at home 2day.?????? Questions run in my mind which trigger a million more of them...How has this city help me grow?How do i define what is good for me and what is bad? How do i choose when this city makes every good and bad offers too much lucrative 2 resist.
Temptations,vanity...i know are sins but This jungle has no place for people who weigh Everything is enthralling,exciting ...nd its up 2 u what u want....
     They ask (my friends) Since the last 5  months do you have any regrets? I say none...But i have done a lot of things what my mother won't be proud of when she hears about it....But if i would have 2 answer it i n a true diplomatic style...I would say..no regrets mate....Loads of lesson 2 be learnt from which has made a truly enriching human being and thats more important....Ha
Truly speaking  this jungle has no space for d weak.....either temptations curb you or you abide by your beliefs..........Nd trust me none is wrong.....
    My friends discuss in the last 5 months who has lost her virginity/sleeping out with/going out?
Sex has always being a  hush topic....but in this jungle everyone talks about it openly.....THey say its an activity like eating,bathing or sleeping ...y hide it if i want to share some quality time with some one........I say truly sex is an activity but i want to be in love ,experience the warmth,the closeness,the need ...........
Lat 5 months I have seen most of the people induldge in sex and drinking .because they are bored,nothing to do...Do anything...live king size ...just make sure u have no regrets,nd d morning u get up u don't want to hang yourself.....
Till then cheers

Wednesday, July 9, 2008

i love it reel

everyo ne wishes that their love stories remain inmortal forever.They say that eveyone is different but at the end of the day absolutely everybody wants a hand to hold and abolutely everybody wants a heart to hear them while they pour out their feelings.
A perfect love story has the perfect characters,a handsome and intelligent man, a killer look beautiful lady, some rutheless villains,perfect memories and some mind blowing dilogues to keep the saying alive that they live happily everafter..........
In a reel lovestory our hero knows how to keep his women happy,he knows that this is d lady that god has sent for him to fight for,to die for and most importantly to live for.........
Looking at this brings tears in the eyes in the million of the audiences looking at the big screen and somewhere within them hoping that they were d ones playing the characters in real life...
I along with the members of the entire female community to which i proudly belong to dream of those perfect memories... i dream of a starry night,a lonley night walking with him,holding his hands and hm whispering sweet everlasting words in my ears i want to laugh and cry nd face all d troubles that face us ...together with him......
Alas a real lovestory has 2 indivuals living a life of chaos,unfulfilled promises,some unwanted compromises ,egos and everlasting bickering tinged with a lot of sex and a bit of happiness........
My understanding is that a lot of unhappiness arisess because somewhere in our brain we try to convert our life path into these perfect moments and in the process we truly overlook how much each one of us are striving hard to keep our partner happy.
There is no true and absolute defination of love,no perfect stories,not because life is not perfect
but it are these ups and downs that makes life more enigmatic,more interesting,worth living...
and mosly inmortal....
However when it comes to me i define love as follows.......
Happiness follows wisdom,
Intelligence follows instincts,
And My heart follows where ever u are.........

Monday, May 19, 2008

My Braces

Aurevoir,Alvida,Khudha Hafis to u .....no no.....i m not saying a goodbye to my friends....i bid aideu to my braces....d one which has accompanied me for 4 years ....from morning in all my classes to all d nights on my bed along with me( no 1 has ever been so lucky) to all my birthdays and all d parties...................................dese daam braces have been dere stuck on my teeth ....coming up whenever i opened my mouth........................
As i see my face now......i wonder if i looked better with them now....i m too used to see the gray silvered iron clad on my teeth................... but all i have 2 do now is give some time....to realize they have gone,to see how preety i look with my teeth so bare.....

Sunday, May 11, 2008

4 superlastic years

Days turned into months and months into years.The entire process covered a span of 4 years....4 years of laughin,crying,fighting,makin up,bitching,gossipin and falling in and out of love...thts what had kept me busy...
As i open my gtalk i scan through the status messages every one talks about missing BIT....but how can u miss an institution about which you have complained and bickered about in d last 4 years,how can you miss all d bitians whom you have bitched about in dis time?
Well truthfully everyone is trying to say they will miss their lazy life over here which dey spend here with deir few awesome friends and dc++.All through out their stay they went on spending their time in their rooms chatting with people ,playin cs and listenin 2 music and rarely spending time with those friends they claim 2 miss...People in BIT will miss bunking classes,getting up late for a 8'oclock class,watching 3 movies back to back in a day,undisrupted net supply,and so on.....
I am not trying to sound pessimistic here but whats harm in saying this aloud too......
But i am also going to miss talkin with nikita all nite,fighting with gyani,filling puja's head with weird ideas,listenin to udit about how good he is....smiling with varisth .....walking with
vaibhav ,pulling legs with amal,studying with lipi and doin my project with D1.................
Leaving everyone and going away from dem scares me....will i be in touch with them,will my life created among these people vanish?will i b able 2 create a same environment d next place i go....life is so set.....y do i need to abandon dis?questions lead to wonderful memories and these memories leave tears flowing ..........
I do not have d perfect goodbye words,I do not have d perfect memories,I do not have perfect friends and I am not perfect....yet life in BIT has been perfect.